A Unique Transitional Blessed Love Affair
By Sanna Tarnstrom, 05/28/2017
Greetings of harmony & balance for all,
My life is transitioning enormously these last 4-5 weeks, especially the last 2 weeks. I’ have yet again moved into a new dimensional reality as the new energies preparing me for my next phase.
It drags out all that is left of the density in the bones, teeth, skeleton and physical body structure that holds the heaviest most suppressed emotions, traumas, fears and self conflicting droughts andfeelings. It will slap you, shake you, knock you out and off your feet. It will test you, mess with you and do almost anything that is necessary for you to see your truth, open up, crack yourself open, let ignored emotions and rooted patterns flood out so the new lighter energies can flow more easier in your body. All so you can let it go and move on with the new energy streams that are there for you to experience and embrace more fully and clearer.
So…here I am, in one part of my own story…my life…in a moment that is now… The summer season has finally kicked off and stands in full blossom outside my window. The sounds of activity and nature are swirling around my essence…and in this heart-opening moment I feel I want to give thanks to so many moments, circumstances, people and places in my life…
The thing is; for the last 2 years or so I’ve been on a very unique and special personal journey. In September of 2015 I decided to get away for a while from Spain where I was living at the time. I wanted to be around my family and old friends from where I was born. That summer of 2015 was an intense one for me personally and I needed some distance to reflect. My trip became longer than expected and during that time, many doors and windows were closed and opened – opened and closed. Just as it should be, but it is now when I know I only have a few more days left of this particular part of my life…and how much that time there gave me. It sinks in and merge with me for a while, that is true. But this I know and I feel so blessed by life and how things comes together. As that September day in 2015, I have again returned to the place where I was born. This time a little wiser and much stronger.
I’m not a complicated girl, I like things kind of practical and smooth but my soul felt it was time to shake things up. And after the storm has passed and the waves has calm down you finally see the horizon clear and your visions, passions and desires are stronger and more powerful than ever. Life is precious and it can bite you in the back and stir you around… And it can be so fragile and innocent at the same time… I have bitten in manybad apples before. Life’s adventures is part of me, within my essence, my humble life expression and signature.
Now, sitting here…having a nice relaxing summer day in late May of 2017 after a period in my family home, in the safehaven of the midday bliss it hits me… I am so grateful and blessed for what I am, for people that are in my life and for the ones that have come and gone throughout my life. Old dear friends, new connections and relatives I hardly never see any-more. New opportunities, new and old places I’ve seen and visit. My loving family, my sweet little sister and her two children. Other energies around me, the elementals inside and outside of me. My source seed essence, my soul-families, my galactic and angelic family and aspects of myself that are all lovingly integrated within me. Just life and creation and how everything unfolds for me and always have been. I wouldn’t be half of what I am today if it wasn’t for all of that. I am so grateful for teachers and students of life I meet along the way, always a new dawning….
But with this wonderful and challenging journey back home to my roots, I will leave this chapter of my life behind and with this in the back – in the past – I am closing one strong wooden door for a new shifting moment in time. My soul already know what is coming and in my heart I feel like a new-born innocent child again. My heart do so want to just hold, caress and embrace that child. Tell her it’s OK. Everything will be fine and you will be so happy and you are protected in this school of life. You will smile, play, dance and sing. This is your moment, dear little friend… And you know it, cuz I am looking into my own eyes… And my soul already knows… Wants to carry myself high and be bold and brilliant. Have no fear, sweet one. I will carry you and you will carry me. Just let go, surrender to love and life. Universe is there for you if you follow your true purest feelings and hearts desires. That is your soul calling from deep inside. It is you. And this little girl is listening.
I am grateful for what has been and I am so blessed for what is to come. I will lift myself higher than ever before, step by step and see my own sunrise moving closer… And with empowered and focused heart and intentionally reaching out and touching life with bright eyes and sparkling smile. My heart beats like a drum. The heatwave of glowing, flashing shining hopes and excitement rushes through my body. I feel more alive than I have done in a very, very long time…
I am putting the past behind and letting go of many energies that doesn’t serve me any more nor me them. I only bring the love with me. The love I will carry with me inside forever and I will never forget that love and everything that is connected to it. My suitcase is small and light but oh so lovely to carry with me. I carry the greatest gifts and people I have experienced in my life so far and many new loving moments are waiting for me out there…
With this new dimensional shift we all are in, I l will let go and turn the page in my story of life. With a grateful wiser heart and a deeper understanding of ME. I am open to welcome in new fresh air, smells, sounds and moments of joy. My path is here right it front of me, it is never-ending expanding and I want to do it by walking it in my path of love. I am so pride of myself right now and this I say with lots of humbleness in my heart. And I am so pride of humankind. I have only had the pleasure of being part of such a small piece of humankind. There is so much more to explore and share.
But for now I am with ease and grace slowly but surely closing this full page and also closing the book for the day and for this moment and embracing my new intentions and manifestations for this New Day and the magic and joy it will bring. The week will be filled with loving energy to prep us up for all the golden love waves coming our way and new flirty and fresh breeze from the new unknown and ever unfolding life experiences. Let’s celebrate and embrace life this week and take care of one another. I know cuz I feel…it will be just awesome.
Always so much love, blissful blessings and have a brave and brilliant New Week!
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