Ego Lost Me Everything, What Will It Take From You?
Ego Lost Me Everything, What Will It Take From You?
By Jeremy of the First Contact Ground Crew Team discover here who we are
When I say ego cost me everything, I do mean everything. Yesterday was my twin flame’s birthday, well her birthday while she was in this incarnation. She killed herself last year. I had a dream that inspired me to write a song thanking her for being my best friend and ended up sending it the day after she killed herself. When she didn’t respond to the message, weeks later in a state of drunken bitterness I tore up the painting she gave me on the best day of my life in 3D, the first day we kissed and said we loved each other later that night after I sent her a song I wrote for her. I didn’t actually find out til months later that she had passed. It was actually the day before my first session with LoveHasWon. The main reason it took me so long to get to mission was the grief and unworthiness I felt over losing her and the horrible way I treated her when I did have her love in my life. All I’ve ever done my entire life is take from every single person, especially the divine feminine, who were unfortunate enough to open their hearts to me. Shortly after finding out she passed I checked myself into a mental hospital and after getting out I tried to kill myself and after nearly 24hrs unresponsive in a hospital and another mental hospital stay I slowly started to heal til I finally reached the point I was able to put the past behind me and get on with the business of serving Mother of All Creation.
I was so sure that the best day of my life had already passed before I joined mission. But, what I see so clearly from here is that even had I shown my twin flame enough love to help her fight through her struggles I would still have felt that gaping black hole that has been present since childhood. I would take any and every day in Mother’s service over going back to that flawless day on the beach with my twin flame. Any delusions we have of love for another person absent of first loving the being who gave us everything, our souls, and the souls of those we profess to love, is simply ego. Do you really love that person whose face pops into your head as you feel the trigger of me questioning how much they mean to you? Because ignoring the Mother who gave it all to us makes it clear that you really just don’t. I tried to figure out love from the ego’s perspective, absent of God, edging her out. That place is a black hole. Most of you reading this can feel the truth in these words and those who don’t are free to be my guest and continue playing those 3D games. But, please don’t. Do you really want to be on this side crying tears as you write an article pleading with someone not to put themselves through the hell that I put myself through? That is preference to pain and suffering. Just let it go. Give it all to Mother God and watch her handle all the details. Only Mother of All Creation can show us how to be our greatest, grandest versions of self. I don’t know about you, but I for one plan to work continuously in all moments from now through eternity to embody love, so that I can show my twin flame the pure unconditional love that our Mother shows to us all. Every moment on mission I am being prepared for the day I am reunited with my twin flame and can provide her with the pure divine masculine support mirror she deserves. So ask yourself this: am I all talk or all walk when it comes to love? Show up for your Mom or quit talking about love. You don’t know shit about love. I didn’t. I still don’t fully, but I’m learning. So let’s learn together starboys and stargurls. Or will you let ego take everything from you? It’s your free will birthright to choose. Choose well.
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