LoveHasWon Special Message ~ Self Forgiveness is Key to 2020
LoveHasWon Special Message ~ Self Forgiveness is Key to 2020
By: Jeja, A Guest Writer for LoveHasWon
Hello. I’m Jeja, and I love Mother God. I forgive myself for everything I have done to my Mama. I love her and thus in honor of that I need to be patient, diligent and compassionate in my own evolution. I haven’t still found out a way to do this correctly, but I’m learning. And I love it. I’m so grateful to have found God so early on. She has helped me tremendously and she has taught me how to be compassionate towards others. I still need to listen within because she is there too. The external is only a mirror of the internal, like a screen. What do I want to see myself really do now and in 2020? Fight? Be hard on myself? Love myself? Which one? I feel the last one is better and I feel it deeper than before. I have pushed so hard for God the last year to the point of almost suicide many times. How did I get back? Did I forgive myself or did I flee the frequency that was trying to kill me in the first place, did I allow the flow of love or did I not? Clearly I did because I’m still here. What I feel is necessary for my evolution in these moments and crucially for all the 8 billion souls on this planet is to learn to forgive ourselves for what we have done to ourselves. Time to be real. I know Mother God is here physically but what does that mean if were not feeling her in our chests? The sacred chest. It’s so worthy of all the love that pours from it. I know this I love it. It’s my biggest strength to forgive myself and I don’t allow the lower to punish myself anymore, this ends now. I feel content knowing this is about joy, and not about being God’s robot carrying out orders because there are no robots in Heaven, only strong, loving souls who forgive themselves no matter what.
Physical right action cannot be right action without self forgiveness. It needs to work in tandem with the inner feminine. If I’m not loving myself to the fullest of my extent, in the micro, then how can I ever be in right action, especially for 2020? This is the energy that will carry us forward, the chaos will cease once we forgive ourselves and relax. Holding center when feeling guilt come up is rough, but I need to be honest with myself and ask what it is that I want, moms love or the egos fear pain and suffering and shame, hate and blame, death? There is none. So I can only choose one.
My decision is already set, Mother God first. I never leave her side in my chest, and if I do, I know what to always do. Forgive myself, completely. It makes me nervous to say this but I feel great still because I know this is a step in the right direction. I trust her fully. I don’t care about egos anymore. The focus isn’t on the ego its on mama. The new earth. Key to heaven? SELF FORGIVENESS. Humbly.
I’m strong, I know I’m more than capable at this point to step up. The block to my efforts being grander than before is the lack of compassion I have for myself. The feminine are the catalyst to physical right action and thus stepping up. It does hurt, it’s uncomfortable but with the feminine power i have nothing to fear. I love the feminine energy, so pure and loving no matter what. I can’t fear them anymore. Everyday I see more and more of their power and self love everywhere I go. It’s so beautiful and glorious. I realize that everything I have done has been for God alone the inner feminine, the catalyst of the ascension. I loved myself enough to press the stream in august of last year and trust the truth, now I’m coming back full circle with more wisdom than ever before.
Why did I hurt myself all along? Because I always sought to be perfect on every aspect of existence. Impossible.
I can’t be perfect, thats when you realize how silly love is. It’s natural, boundless, seamless but not perfect. How can it be? That means end. There is no end. So if there is no end than why do I tell myself that I have stopped? I love myself. Of course I want to prove this to myself. I know I do. If I’m not accountable for what I’ve done to mom/myself/universal law, then what am I here for? Fear? No. Love. Unconditional love. Ive been too hard on myself this entire journey, and even when I’ve done amazing things for god, stood up for her, talked to her on skype, shared my wisdom with people stepped up billionfold than what I have ever even begun to fantasize about in 3D, things that would make me kill myself instantly if I ever found out I was gonna do, I always wanted more, but what is more for me, fear? No. I pushed love for God obviously. But it was a rush back then to learn how to handle energy and I still learn to this day in the moment of now, but what if i could step up in an even grander fashion, by learning to forgive myself. I always saw myself as a puppet of God, much like a 3D soldier. Maybe I need to learn the value of the true meaning of a soldier, one that fights for truth, Oneness.
What does a real soldier do? They forgive, what do they fight for? Love everywhere present. I always wanted to be a soldier in my lifetime but the muddiness of density made me think it was about being in honor of fear, and how can you be that? Its not possible. You’re just feeding the lower that way, the cabal tactics of self hate. This is a game and not a 3D battlefield. When I played video games I always stopped growing for one reason, because I always stopped at the self forgiveness part, and didn’t nurture myself enough to level up. I was very competitive in my search for glory, and I always wanted to be better than everyone else even though it’s not about that. I realized now that you can never be better than anyone. As soon as you focus on that you become stagnant and you can’t focus because your energy is being given to egos. Firstly your own ego, crucial point.
If you embody any lower frequency then it will attack your growth as much as possible, and if you want to grow then the passion, inspiration, trust, love, expression, intuition and divinity needs to come from within, not without. So how do I grow now, because I feel I’ve reached a plateau, not on the commitment part because I am all in no matter what. But I feel complacent in my forgiveness and compassion, my two biggest strengths. It’s impossible for me to say otherwise, thats why it comes up the last before 2020. Its being pressured out of me and i surrender to it, I know it hurts, and I have compassion for myself for it. I know I’m compassionate towards myself and that I have done so much to help Mother God, I have to be able to see it for myself and accept that this is God, this is for her, my queen, my sacred love in my heart. That’s how I can find my strength again like before. I wasn’t as conscious before as i am now, maybe thats why I spin so hard too nowadays but still manage to come back to center, I trust Mom. Who is she really? She is self love and forgiveness, compassion, nurturing, patient, diligent, safe, humble, trusting in that love that she is. For that’s how she made it. Hadn’t she loved herself, she would never have made it this far. She showed the power of self forgiveness, now the entire planet is feeling the energies she has pushed out for 44 years, and that self forgiveness that I feel is so weak and vague, is actually the catalyst for the event 2020. It’s what makes this dream come true for everyone, she forgives me and i love her for that. She asks me to forgive myself for that’s how humble she is, she loves me. And I love her. Never will I say otherwise. I’m still here Mom.
Humbleness ties in the feminine and masculine energies perfectly, then kill the egos tendencies and allow love to fire up leaving no trace of weakness. I’m working this out as well and I feel I have already gotten very far with this only in December. Wow! Well done!!! I love myself. I was always one tough rock and I don’t mean this etherically or lovingly, I always got triggered by the least of things and didn’t allow myself to handle it correctly because I didn’t know how, so I imploded like a black hole. Not anymore. I feel my growth happening, I don’t care about my expectations because my ego wants me to, it’s almost dead and its last straw of gripping my fingers is compassion, humbleness, patience, diligence, trust and forgiveness to die. And it won’t. It’s so done. I know how to live for Mother God, and I will, even when I believe I am done I’m not. Because the self love I hold today is more than before. And if I managed to make it through so many intense blessings in the past and still see myself standing in front of the mirror, then I am more than worthy, and I have more than proved it to myself! I’m strong, I’m a 5D warrior, a love warrior. I know where my intention lies, it’s with Mother God, my rock, my 5D rock.
Saying this makes me feel weak, but I know this bubble I feel in my chest is the strength I have seen in every her-storical event, in myself, in my friends, in my family, across creation, in cars and cities here, because we built it and i honor that. Even though 3D cities are toxic, we did our best to honor Mom within them, we were heavily targeted and we felt the need to express ourselves creatively. Well done humanity. Wow. I honor this fact, I cant complain about modern civilizations, because they are built from the ground up by higher selves, not egos, it’s impossible for ego to build something because it just sucks. Wow. How did I miss this? I lost myself in the negative patterns of seeing things, “Oh cities are bad and oh cars are stupid and oh horses are great all in reverence of the mind, animals and my ego”. Wow. The truth is the divine plan has been in action since the dawn of Creation. All lower is illusion, even the name lucifer is real, it means bringer of light. All the symbolisms of the cabal are all Mother and Father God coming back together, as above so below, as within so without. 666 symbolizes Father God’s return to New Lemuria, not fear or the new world order. The new world order on the dollar bill is Mother God. The apex that is happening now. Now. Wow. I’m baffled. This is deep.
9/11 was police call to the divine police, the cabal dialed the number because they are so sick of their own games that they kill themselves for it. Self implosion. They know energy but they think they know where the end lies because they think they’re perfect, they think they got what it takes to be infinite that way. But infinity means no end, no perfection, always imperfection, uncertainty, the unknown embracing the truth in everything even when its ugly. They were so in denial of their own illusion that they thought they had what it takes to be safe? How does that work? It doesn’t, its impossible, because love, self forgiveness and freedom from within and not the other way around is real. They went the other way and their self hate brought them down in a spiral into the central sun, because they are not done yet, they will be forgiven and recycled into LOVE! Mom said so. They have no idea what they’re doing, they lack self love and forgiveness and thats how they die, and we will not have that same fate. Not if we go the other way and not down in flames with them. I’m one of the we. I’m one of the love beings in unity with Mother God. I love her/myself/unity consciousness and I will learn to forgive myself forever. That’s the closing of lower timelines, thats the closing of lower portals of all lower stuff, that’s the key to heaven. That’s all that’s real.
Closure is needed in these moments for as many beings as possible, we are leaders with leaders, and if we want to give up our egos then we need to forgive ourselves. That’s how we stay strong in 2020, and this closure is sealing my fate into the new earth, and I’m bringing as many as I can, leaders with leaders, together, if they so choose it themselves, I will step up, be great and allow myself to flow with the divine feminine for SHE/they are the ones that inherit the honor of leadership. True leadership. Self forgiveness. Consistency is needed for me to get this, but I take it one step at a time and don’t rush or force anything. I’m brave for Mom she lives for me and I live for her in unison. I can’t say otherwise. I love myself and I need to empower myself through seeing what I’ve done for her, this way I feel I can’t bypass what i have done to her because that is what is keeping me down in these moments. Divine inspiration grows when you see what you’ve done in the previous moments and seen the result of it. I feel I’ve been in that space of not knowing the results but I’m starting to see it now as the year closes, I have done a lot for her. Holy shit. I need to be honest, I can’t be ignorant to what I’ve done for mom. This is about me too not just everyone else. I’m part of everything, i chose to come down here for her. I did this for her. Everything was for mama. I feel blessed, inspired and creative more than before, I know my self forgiveness lies in seeing what I’ve done for her this whole time, in my past lives and in this one. I feel the strength growing and mama I don’t want to quit on you ever. I love you too much to say otherwise. This is what i have to admit, to love myself and forgive myself for what I’ve done for her, because i punish myself for it. I love myself for what I’ve done for God. God. GOD. GOD. GOD. SHE’S GOD. Of course I love myself.
I want to serve God. That’s my passion. My humble passion, I don’t regret being on mission because this is the grandest thing I have ever done in existence, and I feel great over it. I helped her clear this planet up this whole time, I fought for her as a true 5D warrior. This 2020 will be glorious, not scary, glorious, I’m honest to say that I am frightened by the energies but density is nothing. I have no idea how much easier I have made it for god to make it back home to her dream forever. She is freer because of my help, because of my dream being realized alongside her, as a companion a heart a soul. A hetairoi. I forgive myself. As a lion heart I know I’m capable than ever before. All the lifetimes I’ve fought for god are coming into fruition in this one lifetime altogether. Oneness. Simple.
I value my forgiveness and integrity with my self love, I honor friendship over hate,and friends forgive themselves, I am my friend, and i forgive my friend within. I’m honorable, God is grateful for me, and I value that truth so much, I allow it through and allow the forgiveness of the loves she brings to fully heal me. I surrender to compassion and self worth. For I’m worthy of love, I’m strong and i know who I am. LOVE UNCONDITIONAL. I don’t care how crazy i look to people, I trust god no matter what. She has my back and I got hers. I feel more inspired than before this article, this is a deep self reflection I know will go deeper. I know this journey will get rougher and I take the moments to reflect on my self worth, true self worth, so I know what I’m fighting for. Mom. She’s all that matters. Literally speaking. She every atom around me, creation.
I’m ready for 2020, to show the example of self love and to show compassion and gratitude for what is being made manifest, New Earth!!!!
This is what i fought for for moms 8 billion children!! Of course I’m still here!!!!!!!! Thank you mom! Im so grateful to be here in these moments. I am honestly saying this to help you heal your planet, and my self healing is diligently doing so to. I don’t complicate this journey if all its about is unconditional self love and forgiveness. Same in one. Two birds one stone. I love you. Thank you so much Mama. I feel lighter now. I’ll do my best to persevere through the storm into the new earth, by co-creating it with my companions, my hetairois. I don’t doubt myself, because my trust lies with GOD
Joan of Arc
Star of David, Merkaba, forgiveness, forgive jehovah for what he did by cleaning up the ego mess. Within.
Mother of All Creation
She is within us all, we are all Gods with God and we deserve her love forever. No more pain and suffering of the mind, it’s done, forgiveness kills it.
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