Special LoveHasWon Message ~ My Search for Source
Special LoveHasWon Message ~ My Search for Source
By Archeia Charity
My life prior to my awakening was that of a typical white female. I was married to my husband, had 2 kids, 1 boy and 1 girl, we lived in a 3 bedroom house in an affluent suburb of Chicago. I went to church and we would have a big meal at the end of the day. I have for the most of my life studied some parts of the bible or went to bible study. I felt there was something I was looking for, something of importance in it.
At that time in my life I was very much unconscious, on auto-pilot. When you are in that state of mind you will never find the answers you are looking for. Everything you search for IS outside of you, in a world determined by your own perception, a world that you built and we all build separate and different ones. You cannot serve two masters.
I worked part time at a grocery store. Sounds idyllic, we lived in a safe neighborhood and most of my neighbors were white. For all intents and purposes that was the “American dream.” I was raised Catholic and when I would go to church. I always felt this emptiness or lets just say I always wanted more. A thirst that never went away and Some days I would just pour out my heart to Source asking for answers. I switched from church to church, finally leaving the catholic faith and joining a Christian church (when everything is new you delude yourself into believing it will work).
Needless to say, I always ended up bored and empty of Unconditional Love. Even when everyone around me was happy, or so they said, I just felt like a drone following the rules, playing a part. I would walk into the church and did not know a single person, there was not a close community feel but rather continued separation. At this time I was single and rebuilding my life after a divorce. I bought a new home and I knew no one, in all honestly I didn’t care, there is a certain amount of freedom in that. No attachments. With attachments comes expectation.
I really wanted to make my new life, my new faith and independence work, so every day I went to church I would make a point to introduce myself to whoever would catch my eye. I was looking to personalize my experience by making friends, to get a sense of belonging. What I found was ‘conditional Love,’ people who are friends with you conditional to certain things, and all have expectations.
If you play the game long enough you can make yourself believe you are happy, you can fool yourself. I found People to be weird, they were very closed down, I would say hello genuinely and received guarded responses. I would see the same people again, say a few words but nothing would ever develop, no depth existed.
Now, I fully understand that real relationships, based on Unconditional Love, barely exist. And if you do find someone willing to go to that depth, it takes time to build. The church I had joined consisted of the preacher telling you how to behave, and that behavior was not based in Unconditional Love. In this church, people simply came to be entertained. The church had a decadent music department, which provided Beings with the capacity to get Creative! Despite this it was still ‘outside of me,’ I was still relying on external sources and factors to gain happiness, and that happiness was always temporary.
A relationship with yourself is the deepest love that you can give yourself, the purest and truest. Once you achieve that nothing externally can affect you. Even with my new found independence and everything that I had put in place, I still felt like I did not hit the mark of TRUE happiness. Your soul knows the difference between living in ego and living in pure joy, pure love. That state of pure Unconditional Love is the strongest bond between Source and yourself. I knew I didn’t have it. I did not know it but I was in the illusion, I still searched.
Source was always calling me “please…. join me.” Source never ever gives up looking for the beloved. You see in the illusion we are all looking for that connection, longing for that truth and, in our desperation, we fill it with all sorts of things, the bigger car, the perfect husband, the perfect house and we fill it with stuff. When we get that stuff we have to maintain our stuff because it always breaks. A paraphrase from the movie “Eat, Love, Pray” Decorate the inside of your soul with what is real. This is our sole purpose in this incarnation to have the experiences that will eventually reHeart you of the PURE LOVE THAT YOU ARE!
Everything belongs to Source, All is Source. It is your responsibility to do the work, to rediscover Divine Vibration, TO BE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Surrender in every moment to what comes to you, whether you perceive it as ‘good’ or ‘bad,’ it is here to teach you. Meditation is a powerful way to feel Source. I use the word Source because that is where it is ALL created, no other place or feeling is worthy. YOU ARE ON A DIVINE JOURNEY THE JOURNEY BACK HOME. Source feels everything you feel (the word Source is a very endearing word for me, one that I have a deep connection to), Source is your beginning and your end. A fountain of endless energy beyond your imagining. Source is where you find everything you wish and more.
Surrendering gives you the keys to Heaven, aligns you with the Garden of Eden. The further you go on this illusive bunny trail, you will find that it is the opposite of everything that is real. Your Parents taught you how to be good slaves to the ego. Searching for completion in an external World of distraction, attempting to use the mind to ‘figure it out,’ the mind cannot be Love. I would say to myself I did all the right things where is the pay off, am I having fun? No. Turns out I wasn’t doing any of the right things, I was looking for Love in all the wrong places. I left the illusion, I found MotherGod, now ALL of the falsehood I lived within is gone and we are on a very different playing field.
Ego is an endless rat race of grabbing on to or looking back. It can never fill you up. Source is removing all the barriers to her, She already has. Source is now incarnate here on Earth, to end pain and suffering. Wrap yourself in Source’s endless Love, that is what finally satisfied my yearning.
I found LoveHasWon and I knew I had something real, I could feel the Truth speaking to me. That attraction was undeniable. I found that the Mission HQ Team, Mother’s immediate team of Angels, was speaking to my Heart. Connecting with the Live Streams pushed me over the edge, listening to the Team speak, about All that was happening stirred something within me and I booked a Session. I reconnected with my Divine Essence and everytime I checked in with the team my Divine Guidance was screaming, it felt like fireworks going off inside my soul, and I love fireworks!
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Finally, the urge to be Home was too strong. Nothing could keep me away. I began looking at train schedules, seeing which other Beings on their way I could link up with. As it got more and more real, the sh*t hit the fan, I had to process all my attachments to my family, my possessions, my cat, leaving it all was taking ‘the leap of Faith,’ jumping into the pure UNKNOWN and trusting everything would be alright. I had no idea what awaited me, but the screams of my soul could not be ignored. In the end, I just gave it all away! To be honest, as soon as I made the decision it became easy, everything in my life was falling apart anyway!
I went through thoughts of “Am I crazy?” I was the most stable example of an American female, and the ego tried to convince me none of it was real, I convinced myself “I’ll just go check it out,” but my Heart knew it was real and I was going Home. As soon as I got on that train, I had the Angels with me and everything was magical. The amount of people coming up to me, talking to me is unfathomable, telling me stories, sharing their lives. The deep connection I longed for in the Illusion started coming through on the train! As soon as I got on board with Love, Love got on board with me!
Come home, home to Love, home to the Light. It is just that simple.
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