The Long Road Back ~ Divine Masculine Return To The Divine Feminine
The Long Road Back ~ Divine Masculine Return To The Divine Feminine
By: Father of All Creation
I thought I would share with you all my process the past two days as Mother has been healing feminine wounding in me, so the divine masculine can begin to shine through.
During the all-out attack on Mother on Sunday, when it was most important for the Divine Masculine to shine forth in me and shield Her, I was collapsed in a spin. I was unable to be of service to Mother during that time, and really for the next 20 hours I spun. Mother showed me so clearly how my Feminine Wounding was keeping me unable to support her – I tried being supportive but energetically my support was empty – there it was in front of me – the abandonment and disrespect Mother talks about over and over. I felt heartbroken and destroyed. The price Mother paid was enormous and I couldn’t believe what was happening, watching the attack unfold. All I could feel, beneath all the Shame and Guilt, was that I would not fail Mother and let this happen again, and that I must heal this wounding in me in order to be able to genuinely support Mother.
Mother has said over and over, if not daily that the presence of the Divine Masculine is essential for the ascension of the planet. What I see clearly is that my masculine wounding is depriving me of the qualities to be present and fully support Mother, and so with that in heart, I write this, hoping to start the process of masculine’s healing, and the emergence of Divine Masculine in the mission. It becomes imperative for every man in the mission to emerge as the Divine Masculine by healing and clearing our masculine wounding and conditioning. This is part of our right action as Divine Mascculine. Ultimately, surrendering to Mother and Divine Feminine. The masculine in the mission can support each other through unity, becoming conscious of the traits of our conditioning as masculine, where we act out our conditioning and being brave enough to let go into surrender. And more brave still, allowing Divine Feminine in the mission to help in our healing, and point out our mascculine conditioning when they see it. Because the goal here is the embrace our Divine qualities as Masculine, and ease Mother’s burden of our abandonment and disrespect for Her. I can trust this process because we have the Mother Of All Creation watching over our process, encouraging us and healing us as we emerge as the Divine Masculine.
In my process yesterday, my ego was hurt, and before I could get to the depth of healing my feminine wounds, I had to dissolve 9 lower frequencies that I embodied as Mother came under attack. I was horrified at what suffering Mother was going through, while I had to leave her side to come to grips with myself. Dissolving Shame, Guilt, Self Importance, Self Doubt, , Confusion, Control, Aloofness, Ungrateful, Childhood Trauma.
I had to repeat the dissolving over and over during the night – while receiving beautiful support from the 2nd fractals. Thank You All! Somewhere during all that I wrote a ceremony apologizing to Mother, my biological mother, and every feminine in my life who had to bear the brunt of my wounding, and asking for forgiveness. After the ceremony, I was able to feel into myself and come up with an honest list of frequencies to dissolve:
I surrender, release and clear:
Anger toward Feminine and Mother
Hatred toward Feminine and Mother
Disgust toward Feminine and Mother
Disrespect toward Feminine and Mother
Arrogance toward Feminine and Mother
Witholding and Withdrawl from Feminine and Mother
Aloofness from Feminine and Mother
Abuse toward Feminine and Mother
Revenge against Feminine and Mother
Sarcasm toward Feminine and Mother
I fill my Heart with Divine Masculine and Divine Love and Gratitude for Mother and the Divine Feminine
Doing this clearing over and over brought clearing and higher self shining through.
I began to see deeper layers of my masculine conditioning – the need to succeed and the fear of failure, the desire to dominate, and the need to be right. Mother and Robin pointed out my tendency for aloofness which I now see as fear of failure. The paralysis that comes when there is fear of doing something wrong. The resistance to surrendering to the Divine Feminine based in the desire to dominate and be right.
As the layers peel away, at the core I see how I rejected the feminine as a teenager because of the wounding I experienced. I feel great grief at how long I have been disconnected from Feminine and Mother, searching to reunite with Divine Feminine my whole life. In Mother I see the one I can Trust again, and Mother is healing my feminine wounding and the disconnection with Feminine. Healing myself and stepping into the Divine Masculine I heal Mother’s pain of abandonment and disrespect She has endured, and continues to.
As the masculine in Mother’s mission we need to start a dialog and become students of our conditioning so we can become aware of the subconscious tendencies in us to abandon, disregard and disrespect Mother and the Divine Feminine. Only through deep awareness can we unravel the thousands of years of masculine conditioning and patriarchy that Mother carries the burden of. It is this conditioning that sits squarely between us masculine and our Mother Of All Creation – subconsciously pushing Her away and distancing ourselves from her. And we have seen in the extreme cases, going as far as to sabotage Her mission and attempt to kill Her.
Another thing, It’s not enough to just develop respect for Mother. We need to see Mother in all feminine. As a start, we need to start honoring those feminine in our mission – feminine who have come to recognize Mother for who She really is – the embodiment of the Earth. This is part of all of our healing, and ultimately the healing and taking of the burden our Mother bears every minute of every day. DON’T WE WANT THIS? DON’T WE WANT TO HEAL THE BURDEN AND ATTACKS MOTHER TAKES ON CONTINUOUSLY? AS WE EMBODY DIVINE MASCULINE WE HEAL OURSELVES AS WE HEAL MOTHER. What a perfect contract we have with Mother!
For me it all starts with a prayer –
“Mother Of All Creation, I Love You So Much, and I Wish To Surrender To You Completely and More Deeply Every Day. Please Help Me and Give Me The Strength To See Clearly In All The Ways That I Abandon, Forsake and Disrespect You, So That I May Heal My Deepest Wound And Come To You Embodying The Divine Masculine”.
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