The Past 24 Hours
By Denise Le Fay, 05/15/2016
Because this has been so disrespectful, unbalanced and unaware, I’m going to do something I normally don’t do; I’m going to share a tiny bit of what I deal with that I usually hide from my readers. I’ve dealt with this since I started writing online in 2003, so this is nothing new to me. Because I’ve received all these emails and comments below in the span of only the past 24 hours (I’ve responded to none of them and won’t), I felt it was time to reveal this side of what I deal with simply because I write about what I write about. The names of the people that wrote these emails and comment have been removed by me.
First is a comment.
‘This existence has been weighted down by team dark for my entire life. Started at the age of 3. That’s as far as memory shows at this time. The dreams were of red skinned beings, stepping through a blue portal, or jumpgate. From what was believed, at the moment of dreaming, the devil and his wife. The female being would approach in a very slinky way. When she was close enough, should would begin to seduce. This existence, woke up from sleep in sweat, a euphoric feeling, and orgasming. This went on until the human age of 13. This is when lucid dreaming began, where expulsion was the immediate response. Other recurring dreams as well, but it’s irrelevant. What is happening now is very spiritually exhausting. To make a long story short, was guided by divine intervention, to bond with another starseed, and she was in serious danger. Where love brought her out of the mind control void, of pharmaceuticals. She has been watched all her life. She was to sign a contract, for millions of dollars, and she refused. She refused, because they wanted her to be provocative. Phone calls came in from all over the world, happened everyday. Until the number was changed. She also became ill with Graves dis-ease.
After we were guided together, fell in love, we later became a local town craze. Where we touched the hearts of many. Thats when they started sending in offers, to let us know, they see us. We never went with any. That’s when they took an opportunity, to put Kelly in Mental health. They have drugged her, and she’s losing herself. They have banned her mother, and this existence from the hospital. This existence is strong, but very tired. This existence knows, not to worry, be sad, depressed, for fear is a program. But it’s hard not to yearn in ways words could not describe. They have her captured, taking her freedom, her creativity, her joyous nature. We have been told, we have known each other many lives. Where we were many roles and many switched, but together. This very human year, memory of where this existence is from came back. It’s Lyra, and that’s why animals are attracted like moths to a flame. Its why relation with cats is so high. Always attracted to felines of all sorts. Now that memory came back some, the first real love of this life, is not free to grow together. She knows the world is overthrown, and ruled. But since she has been gone, another Chakras activated fully. The understanding of the bigger picture expanded. Prime creator, mother goddess, Lyra, purpose, the starseed, who manipulates this world. Feeling so alone, and know it’s useless. Still pressing on to activate the 7 chakras, and restore the 12 strands of DNA. Must get back to Mother Earth. Must love self, and each other. Must raise vibration, be a beacon. Humans are a difficult, and stubborn species.
She was my companion, and it’s hard missing her, especially when she’s the only physical companion one has. She’s not the final mission, and it’s saudades, to leave her behind.’
Next is an email from someone else.
‘…Your advice on 5/13/16 is spot on, but I would like to add something that may help. As I said, I have dealt with the ascension at your level for quite some time. (and I also took care of my mother!) A couple months ago, I found that my ego was sabotaging all my work….and I have no ego, to speak of, anymore. I found that any negative emotions would rapidly be resolved if I completely handed it over to my higher self. Yesterday, I found a post by a Matt Kahn regarding “Most Important Spiritual Decision”. It basically says the same thing, only with some humor and eloquence. I am not familiar with him, but I found the post to be sincere and straight forward. You said the same thing regarding this matter, by saying never look without, always look within. But that was where my ego insidiously climbed aboard and caused the problem…I was still trying to solve it myself. I was getting tripped up, not on your advice…on my personal reflection…all these years. If you watch the post you will understand more precisely. And as I said, I had already come to this conclusion. My healer in Atlanta, does this naturally, lucky girl! and I think you do also, which is why I am sending this to you. (Spirituality for Dummies) Sometimes, it’s hard to explain that which comes naturally to you. Your audience may be janked up in much the same way I was. You might want to review it and see if you agree….if you have the time. It’s about an hour long….but worth it.’
Next is a series of emails that I’ve numbered all sent today, many only minutes apart, another hours later but all on the same day by one other person.
1) ‘Yeah, source has been overflowing with answers…………….
Im the shit, or source in me is the shit, I or source in me runs the room, its always a ruckus, but, i dont have any answers
I dont have any money’
‘2)If lettin dude rule was a paying job I should be a millionaire………
So when we run a room EVERY time were in it we should be makin it,
Where it at Shorty where it at?
Im waaaaaaaaaaaaay toooo much to handle, dude pops off big time……
Where it at?
Knowing the power you have is one thing
Putting these fucking wheels to the ground……………
Fucking shit, Im upset
3)’Fuck God, Fuck this “family” of light, fuck all the trouble, Hell, Fuck You! Were always alone in this. And you know what, Fuck it! Fuck this, Fuck you, Fuck them, Fuck all……..
No ones bought my suffering
Family of light, well provided for?
Fuck Barbara Marciniak
Fuck every fuck face fuck with their fuck face mouth open and fuck some more
4)’Look within for what Denise? Some asshole whos always going to be talking?
Fuck words, fuck this I havent had fun in years This has sucked
Its been nothing but sacrifice, and Im broke
And fuck every being in existence Fuck this bullshit
5)’This has been by the skin of my mutherfucking teeth for 10 years, 10 years of hell
Fuck this bullshit you speak of, fuck it Goddamnit Im broke and personally fuck this “future” you speak of
Fuck every minute put into this gynormous pile of shit
Fuck this fuck this fuck this fuck this
Family Of Fucking Nothing
Team nothing happens
Team Steaming Shitpile
Team Nothing Ever
Fuck this Shit Denise
Fuck your answers
Fuck these mystical mysteries
Fuck every fucking cunt who stops to visit me
Fuck this shit
6)’We were supposed to do this as a team??? Isnt that what Barb channeled?
Huh? What team Where.
Im sittin here, no team that I can see……..
I feel apart of nothing but bullshit
Support? Just people who dont get
Sorry, but without a team I dont want to do this
I dont feel utilized like I should be I am a light, I go hard, Im as helpful as I can be to people and people go to me with things and tell me their secret stuff, but me alone….
Thats not what the Plaeidians talked about They said form teams I see none Way to go team light! Or individual light…….
7)’If Im going to be utilized then I should have support, but yeah
An old roomie used to be homeless, when the junkies were sick little girls would prostitute themselves for drugs so these people wouldnt be sick, if drug addicts look out for each other like that, what the fuck is team light doing, organization? Shit…….
I remember a hockey game, where this one player hooked, slashed, cheated the whole game and never got called, everyone was pissed, me being pissed as well did something about it, I waited till 10 seconds left in the game, skated as fast as I could from across the rink and hit that dude with the hardest aluminum stick cross check I could, sent him flying into the air screaming.
Funny, even though he cheated the whole game everyone of the parents on his side came to the ice, everyone on my side cheered.
I know who I play for, me The ref said hey you cant do that, well the games over buddy, what were u doing the whole time?
No penalty box when the games over
Made that dude squeal, shattered his shit
Bet you he thought twice before being a fucker again
Felt great, justice
8)’And for those of us too exhausted or crippled to clean, may we live in a mess and get evicted……..
Really, my balls are out for the licking at this point, your family of light is nothing
“Sometimes you get too into worry and think that you have to orchestrate and check things out and you don’t. You be available to keep frequency and your condition we would imagine to be a Keeper of Frequency is that you want to have a good time. And you want to be well compensated and you want to learn. And you want to have joy, safety and harmony. A little sex now and again. “Lol Yeah family of light, yeah………….
9)’10 years of what Ive been through, and nobody’s throwin a bone
Really Ten years of that and what Abandon me, not do for me?
Really And my rage isnt justified Oh yeah, Ill just take ten years of endless ass whoopings And no dont worry about me, you guys go on with your “probable universes” Ill starve Its fine What a family to work for Denise What a shining model all of you are…
10)’Lol, guess those higher beings have been getting their boots dirty, huh ‘
All in only the past 24 hours. It’s not necessary for me to say anything, the emails and comment speak for themselves. I’m going quiet until this passes. Comments are closed on this article for the obvious reasons.
May 14, 2016
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