The Quantum Awakening Newsletter, May 2016
By Gillian MacBeth-Louthan, 05/14/2016
Lately it has been as if we are all sitting in the sidecar of our cosmic Harley just watching life go by. We are passengers and nothing we say or do seems to make a difference. Even though we travel in life with so many around us, we are at the top of the spiral staircase in our DNA and in our aloneness.
Everyone seems to be dialed in to a difference channel, as if the tower of babble is now a cell tower splitting our atoms and our communications. Everything has become virtual and not real. We are texting each other in the same room. Touching each other with real words has turned into a series of capital letters. Scientists have recently found out how computer viruses follow a similar path with human viruses. They have mapped both and there is a commonality. The quanta particles do not interpret a virtual virus from a biological virus. Scientists have reached out even farther and said one-day actual viruses will be transmitted virtually via the internet. Are we losing our humanness and compassion, due to tech? Oh yeah we are! We now hide behind a screen name, an email or a twitter account. A mean girl is a mean girl in or out of hyperspace. Every word counts even in snap chat where the message disappears, or does it? Our words will be captured in deep space one day, every one of them .
As we all have become more sensitive and psychic on every level we have also stuffed much of what we have perceived psychically as betrayal and anger into the deep recesses of our personality and cells. As we become more dimensionally astute we will be aware of the roles other play as well. In this place they can be your best friend, in a dimension a few strings away they can be your nemesis. Part of coming into a higher light and wisdom is learning how to balance this act.
Trying to do this on a daily basis can make a beautiful goddess a little prickly. Most of us that are aware try not to let out psychic perceptions cloud our heart or vision. We want to love it all, but we are still affected by every word spoken and unspoken. Our souls know truth in all of its dimensional forms.
As all the planets come face to face with one another at the OK Corral we too face some old fears. Humanity has gone thru a great reweaving of the light system so to speak. Like ‘this old house’ many light fixtures and light structures needed redoing and upgrading for individuals and the planet. A tweaking of internal memory/hard-drive/ with new components of self was needed for many to continue on their path of light to the finish line without giving up.
Technology of earth was quickened before the planet was fully in their heart and ready to receive it. Like many a fallen star and continent from time before, too much power and tech, is not a good thing. It has to be balanced with the heart in order not to tilt the scales of matter,
Our world is a string of intercepted wires and messages from every source, all look at our words and our energies, for the broadcast is just not for earth, many ears seen and unseen listen with intent. Using the message system of the heart we bypass some of the communication cyber glitches. Before you call or text or email a person take one moment and connect with them in your heart, Even if it is a credit card company or an ex-husband. This will create a bridge of light and divinely smooth the way for actual communication without the static.
When you touch another heart to heart you can feel it immediately. It bypasses time and space touching the person all through time. As our dimensional selves become more active and we know our choices are a string theory and affect all dimensions and personalities we look more intently at our next step. Being impromptu is wonderful but not for the trailblazer who seeks to truly know.
It will be an obvious choice that the universe may not be agreeing with your decision to go into deep water but as the parent energy they will let you get pretty deep before they say whoa Nellie! We all want to think it is free will but is it really? More like fate and freewill hand and hand. Your body, your finances, and your drive will all tell you when to take the next move, whether that be relaxation at the beach or projects in your life, listen with your heart.
With all the planets backward your heart will drag you kicking and screaming into you past lives, your past life this incarnation and your future lives. Since time encompasses all possibility you will see with a new clarity and lenses that are adjusted. Look at these sequences of events as one that watches a video, keep your emotions at bay and you will tread these moving waters easier.
This summer many planets are bass-ackwards making all of us jump thru emotional hoops, as if we have not already been doing that for months. Understand this dear ones, as you walk forward toward the three eclipses of 999 you will be at a juncture of soul. The past months/ years for some/ have left many faltering dangerously close to leaving the earth, and some are ready to ditch the light. Many are so emotionally consumed they are one step away from falling into a very large all consuming black hole. The human biology listens to every single word and inner thought you have. On the outside you are Pollyanna, on the inside you are Eleanor Rigby ‘wearing a face you keep by the door.” Every thought is either a blessing or a curse. By your words you shall be known.
Love yourself for doing the very best you could in any given situation and forgive your self for everything else. Do not carry guilt’s from any time frame. They burden you, and weigh you down keeping you from flight. They block you from feeling, they keep you from loving, and they limit you from seeing your true light. Stand in these energies of Light as you walk through the shadowed corridors of your own mind. Every instruct, every failure, every guilt ridden thought comes and points its finger out. The guilt outweighs the good and the soul grows heavy.
There has been so much sadness and disappointment that the human heart is weary and just cannot consume one more morsel of bad news. As you walk through your own inner thoughts that are cloaked in fear realize that they too are trying hard to become light. The only way you can move ahead is with the vibration of love.
Everything is changing and becoming very demanding. The universe is pulling your ear and twisting your arm trying to get your attention. It is demanding that you listen with your true one heart. You are so afraid to look at your beautiful self. You busy yourself in relationships, in cleaning; you busy yourself in everything and anything just so you do not have to spend time in the inner sanctuary of your own soul. The secret place the silent witness lives. That which echoes loudly, bouncing off old hurts and hates.
When one hears the beating of ones own heart a cadence is created bringing a library of cosmic truths that wish to be seen from a different angle of thinking. As we all dimensionally shift everything we knew as truth also shifts causing great havoc in our souls. For what was our truth is like quicksand as it sinks to the bottom of what seemed so structured and powerful.
Mercury retrograde is a maintenance period, perfect for revisiting everything one has not gotten to in the last several months. The planet Mercury is associated with the god mercury/ Hermes who is the ‘god of the unexpected’ and divine coincidences. Hermes/Mercury is the creator of new and sacred spaces.
Mercury retrograde is inevitable regardless of our best-laid plans; we might just get a taste of unexpected luck in a serendipitous coyote medicine type of way. Mercury makes us go to the picnic in the pouring rain and have a great time. It asks us to be fluid in our day and remain flexible, having as many backup plans as it takes. Whenever things seem ‘stuck,’ Mercury/Hermes introduces fluid movement laced with little chunks of surprise. Mercury retro is all about getting unstuck in thought deed and dreams forgotten.
Mercury in retrograde can be a deep healer of the soul. It asks you to look at what you do not want to address, what you do not want to clear up, what you do not want to heal. The winged messenger sits pondering what he should be doing, what he could be doing, what he was supposed to do. Mercury retrograde is a magical time of slowing down, being made to stop and smell the flowers. It asks you to pay special attention to detail to pay special attention to what is small and minute. It asks you to address everything that you are afraid of remembering, of becoming, of doing. Call those that you haven’t talked to in months or years or decades. Look backwards in time but don’t lick your wounds.
Get ready to plant new seeds in your soul. Time beckons you to walk through the past, picture by picture, memory by memory. Having No regrets about who you were or what you did. Allow this mercury retrograde to youth you, to take you back to when you were a child of wonder. Recapture your youth through your memories and then shift those memories into fairy dust and sprinkle it on your life. See the kid in everyone around you and play like your life depends upon it.
As the vibrations of Mercury retro and mercury eclipse wrap themselves around us, they escort us into the land of many choices. Mercury retrograde asks you to look at everything you do not want to deal with, what you do not want to clear/clean up, what you do not want to think about. The winged messenger Mercury sits pondering what he should be doing, what he could be doing, what he was supposed to do. The strain upon his winged feet demands he slow down long enough to see what he has been blind to.
Mercury retrograde is a magical time of slowing down, (willingly or not) to smell the flowers. It asks you to pay special attention to detail to pay special attention to what is small and minute. To use mouse of scrutiny and look closely at what lives in the shadow. Mercury retro asks you to address everything that you are afraid of remembering, of becoming, of doing, of seeing. Mercury is at rest at this point of energy and history. In this resting it says do not move forward but stop pause and organize your earthly life – tend to the details, tend to the fine print.
Call those that you haven’t talked to in months or years or decades. Call those who have passed over and talk to them soul to soul, heart to heart. Look backwards in time but don’t lick your wounds. Get ready to plant new seeds in the old soils of your soul. Time beckons you to her side as she walks through the past, picture by picture, memory by memory, thought by thought. The spirit of Time takes you past the fine lines of scrutiny. No bah hum bugs about who you were, what you were or what you did.
Every thread of you is woven into the beautiful tapestry you are now and even if you do not see the beauty reflected in your own eyes, it truly comes as a mirror from Source. Let those around you reflect that beauty with their kindness. You are a child of God. You are a child of the Universe. Honor yourself as such. Honor yourself those around you in all of their choices. People are enmeshed and immersed in the quick sand of their thoughts. They are not listening and do not hear your woes as theirs internal sound is in Dolby digital surround sound.
Allow this mercury retrograde to youth you, to take you back to when you were a child of wonder, a child of grace. Recapture your youth through your memories and then shift and sift those memories into fairy dust. Youth is first a state of mind, then a state of heart and then a state of body. Allow your body time to catch up with your youthful thoughts. See the kid in everyone around you and play like your life depends upon it – because it does. Youthing gives you life, laughter gives you more life and loving gives you all life.
In this time of numerous celestial alignments, and dimensional potentials – do not take the same route that you have always taken. Move past the borders that once held you captive. There is much more to you, expand your horizons and possibilities. It is time to heal. It is time to release the pain in your heart. It is time to let go. It is time to forgive. It is time to love, deeper, fuller, more beautifully than you ever have thought. As the constructs of invisible walls are released you are free to fly home into your original source thought. The walls in your heart, the walls in your life, in your automobile, in your home, in your thinking – have all served you. They have lovingly served and limited you. They have kept you looking at the same scene over and over again, never refreshing the page. Strive to become more and in that striving, you will expand your consciousness and your ability to perceive worlds beyond worlds
The Nebulous Pattern In-Between Dimensions
The universe seems to be rerouting the very best of intentions running us around in circles creating new earthly geometries in our wake. Time as we know it cannot be forced into slots like a Vegas experience. Time has out-grown its own fledgling wings and spins into unknown patterns, reformatting the highways of what once was. The emotional compass of humanity demands that it fly in a new direction.
We are stuck in the nebulous pattern in-between dimensions. While our channels are being adjusted we are experiencing great amounts of rerun episodes, in our life and mind, and emotions. All sensors of Earth -are changing, demanding our attention. Do not take for granted what seems to be real. All things are quantumly etched in shifting sands. For what once was written in stone has shifted in context due to new interpretations of the old ways. You cannot trust the time lines to behave and stay the same for very long. The playing field of earth is changed forever.
All is challenged non-stop. What you know to be truth is challenged and what you believe in your heart is challenged. The body has received so many mixed signals, conflicting senses and sights, it is in overload and seems to be taking a leave of absence.
All of humanity is in overload. All circuits are in busy. Earth is becoming a more defines clearing house of energy and information for all Universes. Solar cycles, coronal mass ejections, solar flares, meteors, comets etc, play an important part in the advancement of human consciousness. Solar activity is a catalyst for earth’s evolutionary process. Solar light stimulates change in matter and consciousness for all beings in all universes. It pushes and pushes trying to penetrate the human energy field, like sperm and ovum. Evolutionary change is Solar/Sun driven.
Our Sun As the heart and brain of this solar system, sends a twelve-faceted geometric light into every atom of its solar universe. This 12 faceted light penetrates the heart of all species, creating a new solar app, so to speak. It moves the heart into a place of stellar interpretation of personal situations and events and not the petty catty human interpretation in a ‘thumbs up selfie world’.
The sun is a giver of life; it is our elder brother, and also our father-mother light. The Sun is a portal thru which streams info and light emanations from other light systems and worlds above ours. It is a storehouse of vital energies and is considered to be the great heart. Stars like our sun are the visible raiment’s of celestial beings that are far ahead of us in their spiritual evolution. Their inner aspects are invisible, just like ours. The sun is simply the heart and brain of our little Universe, The mighty heart of the solar system beats to a different drum disrupting and erupting time at any given moment. With each beat, the sun expels its accumulated light and energy through sunspots projecting to the remotest corners of the solar system. The sun feeds its family: just as the heart feeds the body.
Earth and all her inhabitants, are both transmitters and receivers. All sun and solar system activity affects the Central Nervous System. Solar flares can cause us to be nervous, anxious, worrisome, jittery, irritable, headaches and lethargic, have short-term memory loss, lose time, and feel nauseous. They cause trouble to all forms of technology and communication. Solar activity illuminates consciousness causing old patterns to be consumed by the incoming Light.
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